Here we go. It was one of those days where i felt like my children were escorting me right into the crazy house. Not that they were doing anything specific... i was just feeling overwhelmed with the days tasks. I try to be so strong and so tough but in reality i am weak and fragile and easily broken. I don't deserve to be their mother, but they still love me anyway. Elijah was just crying and crying because he was so tired. I was tired of holding him so i put him down for a couple of minutes to regain my self control and every time i would walk by him he would stop crying and just look at me with sad eyes. When i would walk away from him he would start crying again. I was so grumpy... it just amazed me that he wanted to be held despite my grumpiness. Joshua took my grumpiness like a champ. I suppose he is use to it by now and knows that the best way to handle mom needing a break is to give her a break. I know this is a short season... i try to remind myself to enjoy them while they are young.

I'm going to be transferring my blogging life over unto this sight and from xanga. So I'll post a link on xanga and you xanga people can keep up with me here. It's time... I've been putting it off until now because i just didn't want to navigate a new blog site.